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Fiona Kwan.
18.
7 june 1991
Ngee Ann Poly.
AVT.


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Friday, June 29, 2007
STAY WITH THE POSITIVE

You have 3 months and 24 days to go. 81 days to prelim. ok. i regretted wroting that on the board cos everyone keep reminding us about olvl and prelim. felt so stressed up hearing all these. cause im not well prepared AT ALL. ok i know is kind of ironic.

eio kia gave us a long talk about movitation after tuition.and i went back home quite late.ok well. mr simon eio says : " pls do not let your body to control you. you must control your body" and that really works!!! is 12am on 30/6/07 right now and IM AWAKE. thats so amazing right. i didnt take my nap. and i went for music lesson until 7pm. and now IM STILL AWAKE. cool. :)
he said, typical singaporean will be always KS^2 = kia si + kia su and that is the safest. ok i will be one of them. haha. his language of stock market is highly ambiguous. i dont understand a single thing. dont know what albert einstein said bout the invention about 72. yea? dont understand right. hi5 :D

STAY WITH THE POSITIVE :)
nothing is impossible. everyone can be millionare. if you work hard and use tatics and brainy. this applies to olvl. and that is the way successful people think. we MUST work hard and have a good mindset.
goal in amath: b3 in olvl.
motivation by MR SIMON EIO, you're great :D


i think i screwed up in my oral. hope im wrong <3. mr lee told us that next fri is our MUSIC OLVL SONG WRITING. i need to be well prepared starting from tml.

BRING IT ON MAN!

Sunday, June 24, 2007
SENTOSA

i kept blowing hot and cold about the pencil case i wanted. the hair-style i wanted. the clothes i wanted. getting tanlines. ok almost everything. i planned to buy all these and cut my new hair-style during the school holidays. but i dont see this plan been working. down in the dumps :(

ytd was sweltering hot. went to sentosa for 'family day'. guess what. i saw quek quek early in the morning. he is walking out of vivo with his GAP's shopping bag. haha. his with one big butch of girls going towards mc.nah. im not trying to follow. just that we happened to go to mc to have bb.

his first question was :
" Did you study anot"
i nodded my head
" come here to eat breakfast with your parents?"
i said " ya. cos we going sentosa. what bout you?"
" oh i came here with my friends"

silence awhile and i walked off. is kind of weird sawing a teacher on the street. and my brother thought that his my classmate. HAHAHA.what a joke.

im trying to make myself as tan as possible. but i dont think it work at all. i dont look tan. i dont feel my skin is tearing. even if its peeling off, i will be fair again.and eustace said" you're born to be white" wtf. i find that tan girls are much cooler and sporty. well. i love tan girls.


sentosa was alright. i mean the places are alright. but the people there are acting like bitches. well. they dont act. but they are one of them. haha :D inconsiderate foreigners. i doubt im not going to those tourism places ANYMORE AGIAN. expect the beach. with their superlative rudest. a small little indian boy keep on pushing me and stepping on my foot. i just feel like screaming " FUCK. can you stop stepping on my foot you idiot" well. i thought twice and told myself. i must be polite and give a good impression. bull-shitting. another time was, we were trying to get out of the stupid place. squeezing one another, and a little indian girl trying to squeeze in front of me. expecting me to let her go first. and she gave that sickening look and she stared at me. i was totally freak out. ok. there are actually many many people who are super super rude. just trying to cut short my entry.






Friday, June 22, 2007
ALI, MUTHU, KASIM

" there's no age limit for finding your true love. Loving Gabe taught me so much. To learn from my mistakes and to forgive the mistakes that other people have made. Im not afraid to stand up for what I believe in and dont feel the need to follow the crowd."

i love what is written there. i dont how to explain but then the words are feel with FEELINGS? ok. im not good at explanation. but then.... is nice la. haha.



FIONA. says:
hello
FIONA. says:
wad u doin
CHEEYEE says:
chattin lohz
CHEEYEE says:
and friendsterin
CHEEYEE says:
lol
CHEEYEE says:
y u suddenly helo
FIONA. says:
friendstering?
FIONA. says:
HAHAHAH
FIONA. says:
no such word
FIONA. says:
for fun laugther peace and joy lor
CHEEYEE says:
llol
CHEEYEE says:
i create de canot ah
FIONA. says:
ok
FIONA. says:
relax

KASIM is finally back. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. haha. and she seem to be so angry. haha.do you know how much ALI and MUTHU miss you? haha.

Thursday, June 21, 2007
FRANTIC

For i have sworn thee fair, and thought thee bright,
who art as black as hell, as dark as night --------- shakespears

i hate people kind of attention-seeking hypercritical. but i will let the landslides of anger filled in the empty space. :)

well. saber said im more mature and innocent. is that a complement? or an insult? haha. and he also said that im a NERD in pri sch. all jo's fault. :( he showed everybody my pri pic. wth. i need to eat now. cos' i have chua chua's class later at 2pm. boring!!! i think chua is gonna say RUBBISH for like thousand times. oh my!!

*im sorry my little cousin shiqi. :) im not able to tag you. cos' your tagboard is too complicated.i figure it out for like thousand times but to no avail. how sad. maybe im noob. dont feel so depressed. smile always :)*

Tuesday, June 19, 2007
ALI AND MUTHU































Monday, June 18, 2007
THE LOST DAY

i LOVESSSS food.

but i think i have an eclectic taste in food. haha :D
haagen-Dazs!!!! feel like going there to eat. but frankly speaking im broke this month. many many people birthday. haha.

Sunday, June 17, 2007
PLS GIVE ME SOME FREEDOM

i think i was getting good at that, keeping my feelings all bottled up until they are exploded into tears. If you asked me to explain why, I wouldn't have been able to tell you. It had something to do with my feelings getting too big in my body again and a lot to do with being made to feel like a fool in front of people. I wanted be able to stand up for myself but i didnt know what I wanted to make a stand about!

im no longer a kid ANYMORE.im 16. pls dont treat me as if i were a little girl. i really need some gulps of fresh air. the most importantly FREEDOM. felt a little crazed and it affected by the mixture of emotions that swirled around inside me. STUPID. I HATE IT MAN.

can anyone enlighten me?

Saturday, June 16, 2007
SOUL LOVE

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE
JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE.THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE

THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH.
THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE:"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?"

THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT."

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON, AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.





dont you think this is interesting? :) well. alway think positive and you will be happy. let your hurts erase off your mind.

Friday, June 15, 2007
PUKE

oh ya. one more thing. i really cant stand someone's entry.
the way someone blog.
the way someone talk
the way someone walk
is like....
EVERYTHING


but i dont seem to hate her. but just disgusted.

MY HEART IS BLINDED BY YOU

haha. yesterday's tuition was kind of fun. haha. eio kia is damn funny. i think he can join mediacorp. :) he act a lot and its so hilarious. lovesss his method of teaching. but he is super scary. he talked all kind of stuffs that inspire me.

" i have a student who always fail her amath "
* amazing look*
" she work very hard and her olvl, she got an A1"

wow. that so cool right. i wanna be like that student. :) ok. FIONA KWAN. PLS STUDY SUPER HARD. PRACTISE AMATH EVERY SINGLE DAY.

i spent many hours of practising. sometimes it just piss me off and wanna trash the book.hehex.so flared up cos i cant solve the questions. stupid.


SIJIA says:
GO TAG ME
SIJIA says:
I SEE MY TAGBOARD ALRd
FIONA. says:
okok
SIJIA says:
HAHA

find her tagboard so cool. i have no idea how she find it. but its so cool la. :) feel like moving to xanga or live journal. maybe wait till after olvl. SIJIA LETS MOVE "HOUSE."

Thursday, June 14, 2007
will you ever learn

Anyway, I absolute have something to complain about. im so so incensed about my internet connection. It always disconnect whenever there is a call. SINGTEL i think you're lousy. HAHA.

I think i have to stop having too many reminiscent nights. i was forced to drop to combined science. although its gd for me. but still very miserable. i dont know why i have that kind of feeling. but there is no way to control it. maybe its normal. but i really dont understand, why those teachers couldnt give me a 2nd chance? i admit i didnt really studied well for mid-year. but then... i know there is no way to change the fact.

its kind of stress when you're with the smart people. cos' they are from the top schools and im not. felt very upset, cos' there are not many common things to talk about. cos they're clever. that's all i can say. well. i dont know why they are so talented, clever, pretty and rich. really envy. :) even though how hard i studied, i find that i still cant catch up the same pace with them. anyway there is no way for me to give up. i will work even harder.

Singapore is so hot.So hot to the extent I think I'm really going to evaporate into the humid air.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007
IF LOOKS COULD KILL

BEYONCE! YOU'RE SO DAMN HOT. I LOVE YOU :)










When I first met you, you told me exactly how it would be
You had a lady and couldn't spend all your time with me
I only wanted to kick it, so I said 'cool, you can keep her'
Long as you satisfy me
But as the weeks went by I, I started feelin' strange
Somethin' was deep in my heart, somethin' I can't explain
I think I'm fallin' in love with you boy
I'm needing you so much, I'm cryin' just to feel your touch
I gotta leave you

[verse 1]
I didn't want no man
I didn't wanna fall in love, and
I didn't care about your girl
I didn't care how we would end up

But that was then, this is now
I think I'm experiencing love
I don't wanna wreck up your home
That's why I'm convinced, I gotta go

[Chorus]

Everytime she calls, you expect
Me to disappear like we never met
At first I didn't mind, but now I
Sometimes feel like you're all mine

You told me it was all about me, me
It's not about me if your still with her
Now I've realized that I've gotta move on
It might be hard, but I,
I gotta move on

[Chorus]

I gotta leave you (gotta leave you)
I gotta leave you (gotta leave you)
[repeat to fade]










Tuesday, June 12, 2007

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

Days seem to go by REALLY slowly.
I'm bored to pieces by just sitting at home doing nothing.
Anyway, it's time for me to get a haircut.
my hair is growing longer and thicker.
Well, it used to be so much longer, when I could still turn and flip my head about to slap other people with my ponytail.hehex :D kinda miss it.

I might even trying curling my hair too! :) but must wait till its long long
I found out that I have humongous appetite at the most unlikely hours of the day.
ate many many chocolate. YUMMY!!! and i had no voice now :(

Monday, June 11, 2007


What a beautiful smile,
Can you stay for a while.
On this beautiful night,
Make everything right.


prelim is end of august ( i think )
i think i have to start mugging
but mrs ong gave us many many tons of english homework!!!
and i haven finish doing. :(
i had been doing english the whole day today.
feel so exhausted and my hand hurts too.
let me make a promise to myself that i willl do better cos i begin with an end in mind.
Darkness turn to light. I no longer like dark. Light. I like light.


where is NG SIJIA? i called many times but she didnt answer my call.
OH! IS SIJIA MISSING?


Saturday, June 09, 2007

Time and again, however well we know the landscape of love,
and the little church-yard with lamenting names,
and the frightfully silent ravine wherein all the others
end: time and again we go out two together,
under the old trees, lie down again and again
between the flowers, face to face with the beautiful sky together.

Friday, June 08, 2007































































































































































































Wednesday, June 06, 2007










we stay in, moving around, so low
ask us where you went, we don't know
and don't care (don't care)all we know is we was at home cause you left us there
you got your bus and got gone
and left us all alone
now she in the club with a freaky dress on
passed on, better keep that dress on
tryin to get enough drinks in her system
take it to the tele and make her a victim
controlling the brain, ball play you in the face
they shake the spot, she's just another case

(chorus)easy for a good girl whos gone bad
and once we gone (gone)there's belief we've gone forever
don't need a reason
don't need a reason
you better learn how to treat us right
cause onces a good girl goes bad
we die forever

he's staying with a flack of them all, yeah
got a girl at home but he don't care
won't care (won't care)
all he'll do is keep me at home, won't let me go no-where
he thinks because i'm at home i won't be gettin it on
and now i'm finding numbers in the jacket pockets
chicks calling the house, no stop its
getting out of control
funnily i can't take no more
because i met her on the stairs, saying this is the end
i packed my bag and left with your best friend

(chorus)we stay in, moving around, so low
ask us where you went, we don't know
and don't care (don't care)
all we know is we was at home cause you left us there
you got your bus and got gone
and left us all alone

(chorus)we're gone forever
we're gone forever







Monday, June 04, 2007

im so so RETARDED. -_-" i just changed my tagboard and i just realised that there are so many smiles that are so so damn cute. i feel so noob. no i admit im noob. haha. :) those who know me well will know la. am i right sijia? shhh...."sijia must keep secret hor"



Saturday, June 02, 2007

IM STARVING. mummy i wan food :( i guess she will ignore me. i cant stand the weather. its super humid and hot out there. and i think my face is DISFIGURE. many many pimples popping out. * incandescent with rage* so freaking annoying. apply many many creams, but it doest work. stupid cream, cheat my $$$$.

haha. i tell myself that i must also control my diet, but i still eat quite a lot. In sch, when there are extra classes, i ate 2 cups of instant noodles. i think it gave a shock to sijia and cheeyee. :) on thrus i went to queensway to eat laksa, tea egg and tutu.(that for my teabreak) haha. ytd, sijia, cheeyee and I went to 7 eleven to buy many many snacks.

well. the snacks are for Mr chua's chem class.and during his class, we were punished. you know WHY? cause we went into the class EARLY without his permission.he asked us to pull our ears and up down 10 times. i think its absolutely crazy pls. crazy people do crazy stuffs. WHAT WRONG WITH THE PEOPLE??