will you ever learn

Anyway, I absolute have something to complain about. im so so incensed about my internet connection. It always disconnect whenever there is a call. SINGTEL i think you're lousy. HAHA.

I think i have to stop having too many reminiscent nights. i was forced to drop to combined science. although its gd for me. but still very miserable. i dont know why i have that kind of feeling. but there is no way to control it. maybe its normal. but i really dont understand, why those teachers couldnt give me a 2nd chance? i admit i didnt really studied well for mid-year. but then... i know there is no way to change the fact.

its kind of stress when you're with the smart people. cos' they are from the top schools and im not. felt very upset, cos' there are not many common things to talk about. cos they're clever. that's all i can say. well. i dont know why they are so talented, clever, pretty and rich. really envy. :) even though how hard i studied, i find that i still cant catch up the same pace with them. anyway there is no way for me to give up. i will work even harder.

Singapore is so hot.So hot to the extent I think I'm really going to evaporate into the humid air.

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