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Fiona Kwan.
18.
7 june 1991
Ngee Ann Poly.
AVT.


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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

sometimes i asked myself why I entered AVT at the first place. it not the amazing passion that allow me to join but is just money that give the power to do that. a course that might get good pay in the future. 

thinking back of my dreams, i finally know what i wanna do in the future. 
but as for now i just want to finish:
1) my grade 8 piano at the age of 17
2) driving at the age of 18
3) diploma at the age of 18
4) degree at the age of 20
5) master degree at the age of probably 22/23

yea im going fly to germany to pursue my dream. study at vienna. or even getting into the royal music school at london. :)  and that's one of the reason why i choose german as my foreign language. 

YES! and im stuck to the goal and vision. BUT! money is the distraction.  it just because of MONEY!! how much must it cost to finish my grade 8? diploma? degree? master degree?10k or even more? im not sure either. OMG! I KNOW IS JUST EXPENSIVE. and and going overseas to study? which need around 100k. great investment! and i know i cant ask much from my parents. i already feel so so so guilty after spending so much money learning piano over the years. and i know i cant disappoint them. so i have to work really hard for music. yea, i started mugging. did all the past year papers and intensive piano lesson.  i'm really desperate for money. i just feel that money is everything. no money, no talk. and i cant pursue my dream and goal without money. how to get big bucks in a fast way?

OMG MONEY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!

money cant buy happiness. It can only provide you with entertainment that wont last. BUT with money. it make things work!!! - melissa