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Fiona Kwan.
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7 june 1991
Ngee Ann Poly.
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Grade 8. It was harder than i thought. Partly blaming myself for being too complacent that exam was alright ("pass easily") but I was wrong.

Results was disastrous, i was like WHAT! worse than i thought. received a sms from my piano teacher about my results. seriously, i couldn't accept the fact that i ONLY pass my sight reading. I dont know.  I wanted to strangle myself for flunking it. (ever thought of dying -_-" but i know it's silly, i wouldnt do that)

Felt so lost and i have no idea what to do now. I felt so guilty for wasting my parents money for attending lessons many many years and and yet FAIL. couldn't open my mouth to tell them the fact. lesson per year was $270 x 12 = $3240 +++ exam fees. HOW MUCH DOES IT COST ALRY. 

Felt like giving up, but thanks to Wei Han for the sms. (sorry for not replying your msg) Yan Zhong, Zhuang ying and Si Jia for the encouragement. Esp Tony! His the one that motivates me and cheer me up. (though is doesnt help much, but thanks a lot)


motivation will be back soon!