somehow I just refuses to sleep early. Sometimes I just don't know why. Maybe I'm afraid to close my eyes because bad dreams just kept on flashing that made my emotions swirled. People normally say that dreams are opposite but it seems so realistic to me. Which Im scared that is totally going to be true.

School is really $%^@$$@&*$@. I feel like quitting school seriously, but is impossible. I KNOW. Escaped from NDP but i've missed out the fireworks which I really really wanna take it. Although I went to the preview a week ago before the NDP, but was disappointed.

Went to Malaysia. Not to relax/play but is to visit my grandma and at the same time doing for project (Photography). you know how sad it is. Nvm. Malaysia's jam is utterly terrible. I've wasted 2hr plus to go in, 2 hr plus to get out. The haze is really much much worse, weather is really terrible. To me is like 39 degree that makes me melt under the sun. Horrible (due to lack of a better word). But still manage to take some pictures. :D kind of satisfied. I suppose.

BUT! Im still struggling choosing my theme/pictures/edit/name it/describe it. ya dateline is tmr 11.59pm. congra me pls :D


P/S: Im really trying very hard to be the girl you need/want.

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